My 1st Merlion Stance

My 1st puke started ...
My milo, bread and oats all came out.. sigh... I guess this is just the tip of an ice berg...
5 weeks.. and counting...

Double Promotion?

Couple of months back.. while we are trying hard to ttc... I always wonder why is it a failed mission... I consoled myself.. perhaps, its fated.. cos being promoted means a big thg and we sure need to get promoted with a bang =) I was wondering perhaps, Daddy Big Mac will be able to get a double promotion. Well I have this stupid idea.. cos the year he was promoted at work.. the same period.. he was promoted to be a hubby.. and oerhaps han bao is just waiting for the period to come hee...

Strangely.. my prophecy might come true once again. I was counting the EDD via an online calculator.... and the EDD was either 1st or 2nd July '09.. how interesting if daddy big mac get his promotion next yr too... its a promotion I been hoping he will get.. and now.. if its a double promo... Its the best thg that ever can happen rite?

I dreamt of 2 little babies on my bed 2 nites ago... few weeks bk i dreamt I got a positive on OPK (despite my O was long over) and indeed I tested +ve on opk last week in a hurry =p... and so... wat is the last dream is going to come true? Am I going to have double cheeseburger? *chuckles* I am thinking too much LOL. Hopefully on monday we can know the figures... LOL

Blur Mummy

I got the weekly dates wrong.. seems like today is the start of my 5th week only HAHAHAA... oh my dear han bao.. can u grow faster please.. i want to see u on tv hehe

Well or unwell?

I haven got much to update.. but to keep my mind active.. and my memory from failing.. I tot I might just want to have a record of whats going on within me...

Yesterday I was out for half a day since late aftnoon... I was kind of scare tat I will feel sick n puke outside since no serious kind of puking is at presence for now. Funnily.. apart from the mrt ride which had some scent of certain ppl which make mi feel sick.. otherwise im like a happy bird.. Hamburger likes to go gai gai!

I had a potato salad for tea break fearing I might go on hunger pangs suddenly... and dinner at Dian Xiao Er... oh My.. Im surprised I could eat almost anythg everythg haaa... and I could still shop at carrefour... just tat by time I got bk I koink out hehe

I begin to feel worried... since suddenly I do not feel unwell... perhaps its just too early to feel unwell int he 1st pl.. but with its presence and suddenly disappearance there is a call for concern.
But who knows by time I reach lift lobby I feel so sick... I realy almost puke.. my eyes already teary by then... lucky I managed to control hehe

Anyway I begin to feel alittle of sore boobs liao.. I hope its a good sign hehe...

Some mummy wanna be friends have asked me for tips for the success of this month... and I thought its good to pen it down here too...

I used preseed for the 1st time.
I had my HSG done coincidentally at the same month too
I was not feeling good end of last mth and went to the GP, and was given multi vits like vit b as he suspect my body lack of certain vit.

This are the 3 new thg that happen within a mth.

Also I suffered from a round of food poisoning. Which causes me to LS near 10 times in a day and I ate near a can of pineapple to get rid of the virus... Pris made me some cucumber kimchi 2 weeks ago, and I ate everything up in 2 days...
on and off every week or so my tummy felt weird.. Loose stools.... weird...

So tell me.. with the amount of pineapple n cucumber that I had consumed.. would I have ever tot I might graduate this month? Obviously not.. and yes... it always happened at the least expected... this was my mentality for this month.. and Im glad I did not think too much bout it... now I get my fruit... geez...

Im anxiously waiting for 3rd nov for my 1st gynae appt.... Meanwhile.. Im feeding hamburger with loads of things..perhaps durian as well? since it prob will help hamburger to gro bigger and we can see him/her at the scan easily...

Hamburger.. promise me... dun play hide n seek with us ok!

CD29, 4 weeks

I couldn't sleep last night... I watched dvd till 2am ..before i finaly slept... by 4ish in the morning I was up... pop bk to sleep... and by 8 am I am wide awake.. cant even go back to sleep... I gt soemyoyomood.. suddenly I feel so lost... I suddenly cried... ya..call it hormonal changes... I tot the best way is to go ahead n chat w my bunch of soon to be mummy friends...

By 10ish.. I tot maybe I should have breakfast. Maybe I should fix my meal time.. .so tat its more predictable... I had my milk n cornflakes w raisins.. I could barely fin the bowl of bf.. haiz... after which I start to feel sick.. the tummy is upside down.. Moral of the story... dun eat when U r not hungry....

Noon time I went down to get some meat for dinner... cant decide wat to have for lunch... so I stole a bit of my dinner (kimchi chiggae) to eat.. oh my... when I amhungry and eat this... it makes my day! duno is the msg or the spiciness haaa... at least i dun feel unwell... but the bruping continues....

I dun fancy chicken wing anymore... I can no longer stomach a curry puff and a chicken wing at 1 go... it took mi 4 hours to eat this 2 items when dear got it for mi.. too greasy I guess

I have no appetite for dinner..but dear gotto eat.. I had the soup n the mushroom.. suddenly the appetite came.... yes it chg faster than the weather.. so I got myself some brown rice to go w the soup... hee.. satisfying...

I hope to sleep by midnite hee...

on n off.. i tell hamburger dun disturb me.. let mi eat n sleep properly LOL.. lets hope hamburger understand what I mean...

And Im gettign a little greedy... I wnder is it just a hamburger.. or is it a double cheese burger!!!! haha.. ok greedy me... but I am hoping the clomide fr the last few months gave me more than 1 burger LOL

Nxt week I am gg to start hamburger on Mozart Effect twice daily...

oh yes.. my date with Dr Tee is set.. on my buttday 1500hours... I am getting my buttday gift on that day!!!!

The 1st positive

I haven placed much hope for this month despite.. oh well we did work hard for it.. but since I had my HSG done earlier in the month.. I thought this cycle will be wasted...

Still, the preseed came into pic when "A" striked and I offered to take over her remaining tubes.. and I hurriedly collected from her during my CD12 hic hic hic... and of cos use it lar.. we used it for cd 14 as well.. after which cd 15 I just skipped using it as I thought I want to save the rest for nov =p

I had an open mind.. cos dear have been flying... 1st he went off for like 12 days.. bk for 10 days.. then away for another week... on my part.. I had my gfs to acc mi.. celebrate the birthdays n etc.. It totally took my mind off bout TTC-ing. Days pass... and well it seems boobies are not sore as yet..Im worried.. it means AF is not coming yet... I normaly feel sore 1 week before if not more... The bunch of girls encourage me..telling me that its a sign.. cos its diff... oh well hw cold i believe that.. cos the soreness period have been declining since 3 mth ago.. from 2 weeks.. to 10 days to 7 days.. and now none...

Last night... I was feeling really warm.. I keep complaining to my friends.. they prob tot I was overly sensitive.. but Im usualy very sensitive actualy... even to minor changes... I felt my feet sweating... palm sweating... hot air gushing out. I took my temp.. 37.1 degree.. I was quite gan cheong.. either i am running a temperature.. or sth is not right... I ask "K".. K said night temp is normaly higher... and so I dismissed the thought of testing...

Today, cd28, I woke up and took my BBT.. thanx to "C" who encouraged me to... 36.92 degree.. STILL HIGH... usualy I think my body temp is about 36.3.. yes im cold blooded haaaa

In a hurry.. I dig thru my drawer for the HPT... I saw those OPK i got fr UK.. not what I wanted.. then I saw 1 kit..that looks diff from others.. grab it and run off to toilet... cos I realy urgent! and I knw its tough to test after 1st pee cos I drink too much water after that.
after I stick the strip in... ehhh I realise the strip have the green coding... ehhhh ehhh ... thats an OPK no? HAHA ... but hey! 2 lines appear... 2 boldline... I have NEVER EVER gotten such bold lines during my mid cycle period. and so this is amazing...
After much Q&A.. I decided to try again with the proper HPT.. I got 3 left in drawer.. hidden somewhere further in haaaa...

I keep my finger cross... I hope I dun get the imagine a line syndrome... `grin`
I was anxious... I been using this HPT for MONTHS and I always get a white as sheet result.. I hope I could imagined a line but hey myeye is alrite.. cant imagine... today... I tot I saw a faint line... I rubbed my eyes.. stare at it again... for 5 mins... ehh the line is forming... I smiled ... darn happie alrite! then again only cd 27.. Im also worried is a false positive..

I cant decide to tell dear anot... cant disappoint him later on rite? I try to get him on sms but he din reply... aft some hours... he call mi back.. I guess he could have guessed what I want to tell him.... but I refused to say HAHAAAAA

ANyway the rest is history... I think is for real... cos the very night... I felt sick... bloated.. lots of gas... .my taste bud seems diff.. yes too early to have changes.. but I swear its real.. plain water taste weird... I need my bori tea.. hehe

Dear suggested a celebration.. but since nothg is confirmed... I dont want to celebrate as yet... is onli 27 days... seriously... han bao bao is prob 15 days old ok... haha.. I call the little one han bao bao hee.. yet to tell dear tat thou... He shall read this blog n get to know himself hee.. Dear is han... so is little one.. is a little baby... so bao bao.. and ok.. its hamburger.. daddy is Big Mac.. while mummy is Mc spicy LOL
I told dear wait till all is confirm then we celebrate(provided I dun puke my tummy upside down). Moreover I think we bursting budget for the month.. Dun want to spend so much...
so he said ok go buangkok hee.. cos there is korean food thr I wanna try.. at the food court...


He is anxious in his heart.. I know haa.. he acted cool.. grrrr... no good.. must b excited wat?? right?

I have decided to chg gynae.. from Dr Loh to Dr Tee.. since I did not realy conceived under Dr loh.. I will try to call for an appt soon.. too early to go to any gynae.. since hamburger prob onli the size of a mustard seed now.. if not smaller...

Its REAL!!!!

This blog is create ... to record the milestone in our life...
The addition of "han bao bao".. aka hamburger...

Little one will have the Han surname and I think its cute to give him/her such a nick now.. hee.. after all.. is our little bao bao mah =)
and is a miraculous month for me.. since I have done or eaten 101 nono thgy hehe