Tuesday, March 24, 2009

moody again

since last week my mood went hay wire again.. feeling so depress... esp when im alone at home..
I just cry whenever like... it feels weird... I will start at my tum tum n cry hoping HBB will give mi a hug n console me...

Maybe Im too depress.. end up I had a short dream of HBB... swaddling in the blanket lookin at me innocently... maybe thats whats she is doing in my tummy while im feeling sad.. wondering why is mummy so sad..... I also dunno why am I sad... sigh...

3 more mth to see HBB...

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Dr. Robert C. Titzer’s Goodies

I been aiming at this range of reading material for as long as I could remember at Takashimaya as well as Tangs..
There was once Dr. Robert was in town for a workshop on teaching kids to read but I sort of miss it.. (that was way before I was preggy haha)

I know there are quite a few good 'teachers' on such reading material.. another 1 such is by Glenn Doman.. which I have yet to find out more.

Anyway... back to this...
Procastinating between the set of 5 DVD or VCD is 1 main problem as obviously DVDs cost much more... but dear said it will last longer (I hope so)



Then there is 2 different kind of flash cards(set of 2 each).. 1 with words only while the other comes with sentence n pictures... again dilema



And there is this set of 5 books...

Zzzz...

NO prize for guessing right which one I bought (U can guess I bought them all)

Im a kiasu mama... this is not my 1st educational stuff I got for HBB... we already got her the Leap frog touch pad with all the story books available for her! and also the magnetic phonics fridge set as well as the 3 letter set.

I hope she will read fast!!!! And in no time read the menu with us in the restaurant!!!

Friday, March 20, 2009

6th Gynae Visit 2 week 25/26

The reason why I titled this post to week 25/26 is becos I tot based on my EDD I should be in week 25.. but Prof Tee said im in week 26... haa so i also duno which week I am now already...

Anyway... My appt is suposed to b nxt monday. However cos Im down with flu n fever (yes again!!) and Hbb haven been moving much since monday.. I decided that I shall go to the gynae few days earlier.

Since monday.. I been feeling tummy very hard.. like HBB trying to squeeze herself in the middle of the tummy... after which I realise she doesnt move as much anymore! on tues/weds she realy din move much despite hw much I pleaded with her.. I COAXED HER WITH SINGING, TALKING.. WALKING, JUMPING... but she doesnt stir much!
worrying!! esp so when she is a hyper active girl.. and suddenly nomovement.. like 80% reduction.. I was so worried I tink Im almost in tears esp when Im alone at home..
Worrying she play too much in there n get entangled w the cord n etc.. sigh...

But I did suspect she chg her position on monday thou...
and well I think I was kind of right.. thou surprised!
Cos I thought she prob chg to vertical position..
but yesterday during the scan.. seems like her head is on the left side now instead of the right..
I seriously wonder how she does it?!! she is more than 30cm long already... hw to squeeze herself that much to chg fr right to left huh? OMG
And Prof Tee sanned her to make sure everythg is ok... and there she goes..waving at us in the tummy as shown inthe scan.. nottie girl! make mi so worried.. but at the very least she is fine.. phew...
The doctor said mayb i am sick and thats y affected her movement a little.. I certainly hope tats the reason...

the little fella is now 800g... up from the 500odd grams 3 1/2 weeks back.. while mummy have gain 1.2 kg to 56.8kg... ok my weight is not too drastically increased.. perhaps due to my lousy appetite.. but doctor say its alrite as HBB is growing well... yes certainly very well haha... so well that she pulling pranks on me!

As im down with flu n fever again this week... I have no choice but to take the panadol n flu tablets again... since I dun want to get more sick than ever n affect HBB in anyway... I hope aft 2 days of medication I can recover.. unfortunately I tink I still is very sick at this point of time... sigh..

I try to cover myself with my quilt n sweat out to feel better... but somewhat I dun feel safe cos I worry the high temp (before i sweat) will hurt HBB... and true enuff before I sweat.she be busy figetting n there... but aft I sweat it out.. she is all at peace.. sleeping I guess haha...

HBB.. so sorry I gotto take medication... I must recover soon else when daddy big mac flies off no one take care of sickly mummy... endure ok!!!